is a smarty-pants from amblespirited.

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member since: 9.27.09

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gender: Female

location: amblespirited

orientation: Straight

relationship status: Divorced

occupation: inventor of Generations sober cafe/bar.

political views: factist

religious views: listening past the fiction..


I was borne in 1969. I do and don't look like the picture of me on the aren't people, I seriously liked the photo of the flowers and bee and butterfly, turtle and tree better, yet I can't get it back O' well.time flies dies in transit . Am mostly normie aside from my sobriety:)a writing// Lost Cause//.. I was divorced in January of 2007 due to the husbands marijuana habit becoming too inviting. I was met by Trent Reznor clicking his pen towards me on a sidewalk at a shopping centre in the spring of 2007. I thought I knew him from before, thought he was now a freelance writer god. we danced a dance of diamonds until his autographee's needed his service. seems I recognized him from 1985, we'd known each other at a bar in D.C. we spake then together as if we were speaking English for the first time. I knelt passing love beside him as he was signing autographs, and at the thump of my heart felt faint and left the scene as if I were never there. Thought he'd smell my smoke, my indian song from nearby & stay.. he couldn't. Two nights later I saw a vast image of Kurdt Cobain frustratedly mad that that love missed slicing a watermelon in half in my devastated night sky. I guess none of it really matters anymore. yet it is common to be attached to such profundity. apparently Trent Reznor is much more than a freelance writer.. I liked his hair that day. the attachment should fade someday into a pretty past story that doesn't really matter. it's just the astral.....i invented this word mongst others a while back it's really nice'///// *secrate*: dignity. ..............a writing awarded for reading breathing somehow :) Aum :) I am one. spirited & strong as a tree. as a spring valentines flower.. I am lit by sunlight livingly. touched by nuturant rain. Survivalism as eternal spring beyond the springwintersnow. I am spirited. ascended of beggary & the fake prisons & fake freedoms of life. I am of liberty fear is no longer a permittance. It is that I am beyond limited consciousness. finished I am open & free in victory of the senses. temperate and considerate. I am home of the spiritual and spiritedness. ascended beyond limited consciousness of emotions wraths. a haven, a blanket, a heaven. midst friends of flowers wide..whom I recognize beyond sensualism. I am spirited. all is joy, joy is all & intelligence is wide.....Temperate and considerate. I am home. of ascended consciousness and am open melting solitude, seclusion and reclusiveness away in Christ & friends of flower wide. My love is washed. I am entertained by sunlight & the winds of this fortune. no longer chained by words, emotions or silences. no longer alone. friend in Christ and flowers wide. I am strong as a tree. temperate, considerate spirited and free I am and so are others free.//another writing: Path Of Diamonds:The subtle challenges my consciousness like hot lava. Sober I eventually think of you. If I'd never been an alcoholic I may have stayed single...Trusting in the synchronatic of meeting perchance again was the dream. that the love be true,, that we meet again came and went through the years & came with ignorance that god would help.....what a treat for surprise. I never get tired of the true you and I shared sober. To be spoken with as a human almost instructively......I should have accepted your invitation for a way I kinda did. yet I believed we to be dreammates only to meet again, and amazingly years later we did. the path of diamonds doesn't disappear. the lava hurts, maybe you'll see to see me.


hoping to get my status here back if when the site changes, i apologize for all the excess shitty writings..i went computerland shoulda stuck with juste Rilke translations.

favorite music:

i listen to nin for sobriety. and other music too.

favorite movies:

poets walk and few.

favorite tv shows:

pondering the principle differences of lay of liquor lace, and gaining on the words apprehension & temperance.

favorite books:

i like zen, eat healthy and reflexology books. the alcoholics anonymous book. of recent i have afrench book by Francois Rene Chateaubriand, he looks like Trent.

favorite video games:

one called semblance

favorite nine inch nails album/song:


favorite sexual position:

being a sexologist.

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