is a smarty-pants from joy.

rank: member

member since: 9.27.09

forum posts: 6363

contributions: 0 remixes, 0 comments

gender: Female

location: joy

orientation: Straight

relationship status: Divorced

occupation: Recovery Cafe exists

political views: factist

religious views: solutist


I was borne in 1969. O' well.time flies dies in transit . Am mostly normie aside from my sobriety:)a writing// Lost Cause//.. I was divorced in January of 2007 due to the husbands marijuana habit becoming too inviting. I was met by Trent Reznor clicking his pen towards me on a sidewalk at a shopping centre in the spring of 2007. I thought I knew him from before, thought he was now a freelance writer god. we danced a dance of diamonds a shimmer that can't be copied until his autographee's needed his service (I had angst for them). seems I recognized him from 1985, we'd known each other at a bar in D.C. we spake then together as if we were speaking English for the first time. I knelt passing love beside him as he was signing autographs, and at the thump of my heart felt faint and left the scene as if I were never there. The astral was mark'ed. Thought he'd smell my smoke, my indian song from nearby & stay.. he couldn't. Two nights later I saw a vast image of Kurdt Cobain frustratedly mad that that love missed slicing a watermelon in half in my devastated night sky. I guess none of it really matters anymore. yet it is common to be attached to such profundity. apparently Trent Reznor is much more than a freelance writer.. I liked his hair that day [I guess he liked it too, one could see a picture of he & his hair of fire online]. the attachment should fade someday into a pretty past story that doesn't really matter. it's just the astral.....i invented this word mongst others a while back it's really nice'///// *secrate*: dignity.//: Kissing with Birdsong////////////////Copper: I've been echoing my love for years here. now the halo picture of me is enough. If you should want to contact e-mail is Transient Weave: I still have a penchant for you because of our instant trust of the dance we danced. & the elixir of music that leans for me. I think what we could be is more important than common realism. Slip into me.// how is it that we moved so fast, only memory's whist can answer. a tattoo wedding ring was beside the soda....... //Transient Weave:The transient dream is secrate. I desecrate the steadiness the constancy of the angels knaw. Days no longer fall in angular construct. The transient dream is secrate in it's weave. Days no longer fall apart. Addict relationship is thin of principle ethic. They're still in the paw. There's no way he can say no. The transient dream is secrate in its weave.////he was still enthusiastic about love so was she, they were grateful.////Various Methods Of Escape: I don't need a substance enabling marriage..benefits can be sounds like a good word & isn''s a user word..everything has two isn't good And for the children..It just wouldn't make me a very happy person. It brings too much doubt and false security.//A Gap In Time: I am of substance. This suicidal tendency doesn't want..usary of music.marijuana.bantering books.pornography.gameing.bantering communication..This suicidal tendency doesn't want suffering. It likes earnesty and confidence. Time to recover from the repercussives. Time to play in innocent mission. It wants company where it doesn't quite matter what we do it's just nice to be around each other. This suicidal tendency likes blossom.


hoping to get my status here back if when the site changes, i apologize for all the excess shitty writings..i went computerland shoulda stuck with juste Rilke translations.

favorite music:

something from nothing, nothing that is, all that is , is not is.

favorite movies:

poets walk and few.

favorite tv shows:

pondering the word 'desecrate,appreciate, quality's of nourishment,the synchronatic, allowance,nonattachment,infinite holding as Lifeingly ,ascenscion & the principle differences of liquor lace,and the fake freedoms of life and realism as solutist.

favorite books:

zen books, reflexology books, of recent a french book by Francois Chateau Briand...he looks like Trent on Wiki.

favorite video games:

one called semblance

favorite nine inch nails album/song:

all- the dancy part of hesitation marks sounds like the click of a pen

favorite sexual position:

being a sexologist.

select the number of items to display for each category

recent posts
recent comments